Cyclical impulse, the weight of pure defeat
These fraying mantras of self loathing crushing me
Blurring visions of bolts through straining palms
Hypnotic silent chants of suicidal psalms
Cursed repetition
And I can’t fucking breathe
Swept beneath the swirling filth of spiral thought
Bent beneath the weight of the misery I’ve wrought
Noose and knife delirium echoes in the trees
Cancered gift of rotting blossoms brings me to my knees
Cyclical impulse, the weight of pure defeat
These fraying mantras of self loathing crushing me
Blurring visions of bolts through straining palms
Hypnotic silent chants of suicidal psalms
Innate desire for self deconstruction
Dark and dormant, or pulsating blind
I don't know how else I can say this
I hate myself and want to die
I just hate myself and I want to die
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